Today was one of those days where I didn’t get up til 11. pm.
Didn’t really want to move. Didn’t want to not-move. So I stayed there.
And I got a text asking me if i was ok or just hibernating. guyfullerton{.lj-user}, I love ya! 😀
Feeling a bit queasy now due to staying in bed all day, but not so bad, much better than I was earlier. The plan is to sleep tonight (if that happens it’ll be fucking amazing) and have a talk to mel tomorrow.
The reason I’ve been hibernating all day is that I’m feeling stuck again. The reason for this is that I was asked to do reception here from the middle of february. Which I’d love to do, but I have to get out of Auckland. I HAVE TO! If I don’t, I’ll have been stuck here forever.
Problem is i’m getting a little short of money, and I’ve already said I’ll take the job. But I can’t It’s making me feel anxious and scared and awful just thinking about it. Maybe I could do it, but then I’ll only have time to do a quick rush around the rest of the country. Not a good look for me. especially cos I’ve decided to just rush around OZ aswell.
Fuck.
